hm... i haven written in a while i guess and i suppose i was just in the mood to do so.... forgive any sappiness in content.... or anything else, but yea... i guess this is waht jotted down really is... you guys can try to find the meaning.... or try to interpret it as you please. some may think im depressed or something, but its really not the case... i guess more than anything its just my thought processes being put into words from one revelation in life to the next... im not gonna offer some huge explanation to you all, rather leave it up to you

there are times when i lose track of where i am
and i need a map just to find my way around
but its hard when i dont know where to go and...
im just stepping in tune with my heartbeat's sound

i look at the night sky, gazing up at the stars
but sometimes more than one catches my eye
and i cant decide which one to shoot or wish for
so i just sit and stare, as time passes by

my face is pressed against the window
and after a time, i know exactly what id like
but as i reach out, my hand hits the glass
because it's only out of reach, not out of sight

it may have taken, chossing the wrong star
but at least ive learned what special means
and it may have meant walking the wrong path
but at least i know this is real, not just a dream

k. short update for now... more later