Saturday, December 28, 2002

I'm giving you my heart, and all that is within
I lay it all down, for the sake of You my King
I'm giving you my dreams, I'm laying down my rights
I'm giving up my pride, for the promise of new life

And I surrender
All to You, all to You

I'm singing You this song, I'm waiting at the cross
And all the world holds dear, I count it all as loss
For the sake of knowing You, for the glory of Your name
To know the lasting joy, even sharing in your pain

-Surrender, Justin McRoberts

It is all yours God. I hope one day, that nothing can be held to my name, except you.

Wednesday, December 25, 2002

"come let us adore him...
come let us adore him
oh come let us adore him
Christ, the Lord"


peace.

Thursday, December 19, 2002

im beginning to think that some people seek to create excessive drama in their lives...
actually im pretty sure ive done it a lot too... hehe oh well, i wonder why we do it...

actually I know why I did, it was something to occupy my time and emotions, something for me to invest myself in because there wasnt much in this world that seemed worthy of all of me.... and ive realized... there is NOTHING of this world that is world that will satisfy... its all jsut a temporary phase.

it's time to move on to bigger and better things ^^.

"you give and take away, you give and take away
but my heart will choose to say...
Lord blessed be your name"

-Blessed Be Your Name, Matt Redman

Monday, December 16, 2002

hallelujah, hallelujah...
your love makes me sing
hallelujah, hallelujah
your love makes me sing!
- hallelujah, by i forgot who

im home now from my first semester at college, and i feel good...

"do you really think God brought you this far just to drop the bomb now?"
these words couldnt have applied more.

things to do this winter break...
1. practice guitar
2. do lots of works on audio drops
3. most important serve Him as much as I can

Monday, December 09, 2002

keep my heart pure
and my ways true
as i follow you ...

keep me humble
and i'll stay mindful
of your mercies lord.
-day after day, tim hughes

everyone please pray for me, that i fufill my duties as a student and that I remember if I follow Him, everything else will fall into place. The only question I have is, will it make up for all the mistakes that have occurred already? Only time will tell I suppose.

Saturday, December 07, 2002

The following track is just to sum up what it's been like for the past couple years. These are old issues though, not anything I'm struggling with anymore ^^. But it was still a good theme to put to audio, so Dong Jin 03 and I did.

Title:One Sided Love
Beat: Auditory
Lyrics: Dong Jin 03 & MajaFlavaz

Download Here.

Hook:
If I only had the chance id take it up/
Cuz I feel like its been delayed enough/
Id be the first to admit and say its tough/
To be the only side in this game of love/

Verse1:
The first time we met… the sparks never flew
But my mind cleared a way to let ya through
I told myself she was just a friend and nothing would happen
Now my conscience is laughing, and the notes you wrote me im grasping
And im asking myself what should I do…
To be the one that's good enough to stand beside you
Got no way out but through the door that I entered
Trying to get around it but being too self centered
I lent her a hand whenever she needed it
My heart was cut open and its still bleeding kid
And its been a while now since I been liking you
Was on a one way road, but now I'm spitting on the mic to prove
That I was the one for you but the chances flew away
Now its hard for me to go through a simple day
And when you talked to other guy I got heated then
But cooled off remembering that you're not my girlfriend

Hook

Verse2:
it never took long for you to grab my attention/
you caught my eye, spoke to me, made a lasting impression/
then you offered me your compassion and friendship/
so you got to me, i know you didnt have that intention/
after a while, you could say that i was pressed/
id always talk about you thinking "dag she's the best"/
i remember doing the small things to have you impressed/
but holding back it all so its the last thing you'd guess/
maybe i was good at dreaming but bad at the rest/
i was too scared to share all that i had in my chest/
id look in random places hoping we'd pass as we'd go/
or id sit and wish you called, so we could chat on the phone/
there were times when i wanted you so badly to know/
I would have been your man, yes, gladly fo sho/
i made sure everything was passively shown/
but I guess, that its just where you had me you know?/

Hook

Verse3:
so dong jin, man we gotta get our message heard/
after all this, what do you think’s the lesson learned/
I think the message was heard, and the message is learned/
if you fail this test ya'll learn, and the more points that you'll earn/
word, but one thing to know bout the way of romance/
understand, its not the woman that makes you a man/
tru taht kid, but you gotta think of it this way/
with a girl by your side it can enlighten his day/
yea, so lets continue to wait this out and face the world/
in the end god will erase our doubts with an amazing girl/
amen to that, know God will alwayz provide for the needy/
hint is to not be greedy, i know if I'm patient then he'll feed me/
I hope all our brothers heard and know it now/
its time to go man, why don’t you close this out/
im close this out maja and this is waht its about/
I hope everyone got something out of this without a doubt/

Wednesday, December 04, 2002

The first leaves off the tree
The way you look at me
A thousand chiming church bells ring
The simple things are free
The sun, the moon, the stars
The beating of two hearts
How I love the simple things
The simple things just are


The thunder and the rain
The way you say my name
After all the clouds go by
The simple things remain

The sun, the moon, the stars
The beating of two hearts
How I love the simple things
The simple things just are

- the simple things, Jim Brickman & Rebecca Lynn Howard

Lord, my timing may be off. But thankyou for your SINGLE, SIMPLE promise to always love me. Thank you so much. I will do my best to have the faith, that as long as I push as hard as I can, you will make up for the shortcomings.

Sunday, December 01, 2002

lord i give you my heart
i give you my soul
i live for you alone
every breath that i take
every moment im awake
lord have your way in me.

- forgot the song name and the singer.