hows it going folks?
recently i got myself into quite a pickle, but im in the process of digging myself out of it....
besides that not a whole lot has been going on...
i miss some of my friends tho...
i feel like i should just open up everything to everyone.... like go up to each person and just tell them things that i never said to them, or explain things to them... i dunno why.... maybe its cuz i feel like i want closure b4 i go away to school...... im not sure if i should or not tho... i mean its not things like "i hate you, ive just been pretending to be your friend".... more along the lines of "im sorry about blah blah in the past" or.... "you've been a big influence in my life, but you just dunno it"... that type of thing... oh well ill think it over b4 i do nething because sometimes, things are better left just understood and unsaid.... or even unknown in some cases...
alright, its a short update for now.... sorry not much to say at the moment... kind of tired and what not....
peace
Sunday, July 14, 2002
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its sad to say what we have today wont last or stay...
but i guess thats the way, it is, time will pass away...
each of us has to walk our own seperate paths...
and both the good and bad, times are left in the past...
but its definate that, i wont be forgetten the laughs
im thankful for the time we had, im just regrettn its passed.......
i hate saying good bye's...
and how friendships can seem like only one day in a life.....
i want to promise you'll forever stay in my heart, n stay in my mind
hopefully we'll meet again, maybe one day ours fates'll entwine...
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at this very moment, one particular song comes to mind....
its a duet by two korean singers, kim jo han and page...
the title of the song is "how do I, say good bye?"... and although i havnt paid that much attention
to the lyrics (mainly cuz its in korean), the title is making me think....
just how do i say good bye......
i guess ill leave it as it is....
maybe its a lil late to get sentimental....... or maybe this is normal timing....
either way, as time continues to eat away at summer...
im forced to say my farewells to more and more people.....
its hit me the hardest this past weekend
with the light house dinner for incoming college freshman
and the OFM senior banquet..... ive realized... everything
is about to change.....
i think the absoulte worst part of it all is the fact that.... im forced to say bye
to people whom ive just started a friendship with, its almost like...
"ok im getting to know you, but yea.... sorry it was nice knowing the little i do know of you"
so i guess... this is for those whom ive met just this yr, and whom i may never see again...
goodbye, keep god in your hearts, and remember, through a life of change....
he is the one CONSTANT in your life.....
as the group avalon so beautifully put it
"I could live life alone
And never feel the longings of my heart
The healing warmth of someone's arms
And I could live without dreams
And never know the thrill of what could be
With every star so far and out of reach
I could live without many things
And I could carry on, but...
I couldn't face my life tomorrow
Without Your hope in my heart I know
I can't live a day without You
Lord, there's no night and there's now morning
Without Your loving arms to hold me
You're the heartbeat of all I do
I can't live a day without you "
its hard to say.... but it hurts to let go of the ppl close to us.......
but no matter what, dont let go of god....
for that hurts the most of all
farewell, to those who've already left my life, im sorry i couldnt relay this msg to you all sooner....
hopefully some of you will be able to catch this, b4 you move on....
peace, one love
its sad to say what we have today wont last or stay...
but i guess thats the way, it is, time will pass away...
each of us has to walk our own seperate paths...
and both the good and bad, times are left in the past...
but its definate that, i wont be forgetten the laughs
im thankful for the time we had, im just regrettn its passed.......
i hate saying good bye's...
and how friendships can seem like only one day in a life.....
i want to promise you'll forever stay in my heart, n stay in my mind
hopefully we'll meet again, maybe one day ours fates'll entwine...
---
at this very moment, one particular song comes to mind....
its a duet by two korean singers, kim jo han and page...
the title of the song is "how do I, say good bye?"... and although i havnt paid that much attention
to the lyrics (mainly cuz its in korean), the title is making me think....
just how do i say good bye......
i guess ill leave it as it is....
maybe its a lil late to get sentimental....... or maybe this is normal timing....
either way, as time continues to eat away at summer...
im forced to say my farewells to more and more people.....
its hit me the hardest this past weekend
with the light house dinner for incoming college freshman
and the OFM senior banquet..... ive realized... everything
is about to change.....
i think the absoulte worst part of it all is the fact that.... im forced to say bye
to people whom ive just started a friendship with, its almost like...
"ok im getting to know you, but yea.... sorry it was nice knowing the little i do know of you"
so i guess... this is for those whom ive met just this yr, and whom i may never see again...
goodbye, keep god in your hearts, and remember, through a life of change....
he is the one CONSTANT in your life.....
as the group avalon so beautifully put it
"I could live life alone
And never feel the longings of my heart
The healing warmth of someone's arms
And I could live without dreams
And never know the thrill of what could be
With every star so far and out of reach
I could live without many things
And I could carry on, but...
I couldn't face my life tomorrow
Without Your hope in my heart I know
I can't live a day without You
Lord, there's no night and there's now morning
Without Your loving arms to hold me
You're the heartbeat of all I do
I can't live a day without you "
its hard to say.... but it hurts to let go of the ppl close to us.......
but no matter what, dont let go of god....
for that hurts the most of all
farewell, to those who've already left my life, im sorry i couldnt relay this msg to you all sooner....
hopefully some of you will be able to catch this, b4 you move on....
peace, one love
Tuesday, July 02, 2002
blah blah blah......
i am the laziest man alive.... sorry for the lack of updates my peoples......
i mean... what can i say? its been an awesome month........
everything's been happ'n u know what i mean?
well..... i had prom on may 31st... its been over a month i know..... but that was an awesome night......
awesome date, awesome time, awesome experience..... what can i say?
if u wanna see pictures i posted some up at kp....
CLICK HERE FOR PROM PICS
and if u want to know anything else just ask me in person cuz im too lazy to type up a description of the entire night..
after that was graduation..... it was kind of a ..... numb experience...... like it never hit me that ive graduated.... it just happened... and im still not feeling like... SUPER DIFFERENT you know? im just kind of relieved that this chapter is over and a new one is begginning......well... perhaps soon...
so what's been going on lately?..... hm.... not much i suppose.....
lots of bday's have been happening..... namely kt and jiheon.... turned 16 and 17 respectively..... hm.... i went to each of their parties... had a lot of fun at both....
the week before that i went down to richmond and attended a vigil in memory of mrs nancy cho (lily's mom) and other victims of violence... that was... a pretty sobering experience.......
and the past week has been world cup fever!... in fact..... i have come to find a new found love in soccer... i mean i loved soccer b4.... but... now i REALLY love soccer....
haha just check this out....
haha she's just a KOREAN FAN... man i love korea...... GO KOREA!... too bad its all over but oh well... hahaha
but u know why therea are pics of her floating around the internet? check it out
hahaha all of korea sweats her
well..... k that's it for now.... just cruising through summer... ill work on updating more... peace
i am the laziest man alive.... sorry for the lack of updates my peoples......
i mean... what can i say? its been an awesome month........
everything's been happ'n u know what i mean?
well..... i had prom on may 31st... its been over a month i know..... but that was an awesome night......
awesome date, awesome time, awesome experience..... what can i say?
if u wanna see pictures i posted some up at kp....
CLICK HERE FOR PROM PICS
and if u want to know anything else just ask me in person cuz im too lazy to type up a description of the entire night..
after that was graduation..... it was kind of a ..... numb experience...... like it never hit me that ive graduated.... it just happened... and im still not feeling like... SUPER DIFFERENT you know? im just kind of relieved that this chapter is over and a new one is begginning......well... perhaps soon...
so what's been going on lately?..... hm.... not much i suppose.....
lots of bday's have been happening..... namely kt and jiheon.... turned 16 and 17 respectively..... hm.... i went to each of their parties... had a lot of fun at both....
the week before that i went down to richmond and attended a vigil in memory of mrs nancy cho (lily's mom) and other victims of violence... that was... a pretty sobering experience.......
and the past week has been world cup fever!... in fact..... i have come to find a new found love in soccer... i mean i loved soccer b4.... but... now i REALLY love soccer....
haha just check this out....
haha she's just a KOREAN FAN... man i love korea...... GO KOREA!... too bad its all over but oh well... hahaha
but u know why therea are pics of her floating around the internet? check it out
hahaha all of korea sweats her
well..... k that's it for now.... just cruising through summer... ill work on updating more... peace