i was kicked out of the house for a week, but God provided and allowed me to serve at the retreat regardless of my inadaquecies. so it worked out ok. what can i say? he really does give and take away.
i want to encourage everyone who was at the retreat, especially my small group. its one thing to be touched and blessed, its another to run after it once you return home. you dont need a retreat to meet God, you only need a desperate, humble and open heart. i've never seen any youth group praise like we did at that retreat. wasnt that exhilarating? now that you all have tasted it, dont be satisfied with anything else! May God bless each and everyone of you. Now that you are on fire, burn so hot and so bright that everyone around you cant help but catch on fire as well. Let's bring revival to our respective churches.
uhm... yea, i dont know where i will be in two months, if i'm lucky i'll be able to return to umbc in the fall. however, the way things are looking now, ill be elsewhere. perhaps ill try to start over somewhere, go to cali like i always wanted, try to start up there. or maybe ill be allowed to stay in the area and start preparing to go another route. maybe ill be in the military, off serving somewhere. wherever it is that i'll be, i've comitted to surrending my life to Him. it's the only way I know i can get through it.
brothers and sisters at agape umbc, i apologize, but i dont know if i will be returning to the ministry any time soon. i ask that you all pray for me so that I can have another opportunity, but most of all that I stay true in the faith.
I want to thank jerry and steve jundo for giving me a place to crash when i needed it most, that was really awesome.
right now, i dont have much, however i am fortunate enough to be allowed to live at home, at least for now. i am thankful for that.
i will however, be a little out of the loop for a while. If i see you, i'll see you. If not, than I wish you the best until next time.
everyone, enjoy your summer, make the most of it.
"i know there are times
your dreams turn to dust
you wonder as you cry
why it has to hurt so much
give Me all your sadness
someday you will know the reason why
wih a child-like heart
simply put your hope in Me
Chorus:
take My hand and walk where I lead
keep your eyes on Me alone
don't you say why were the old days' better
just because you're scared of the unknown
take My hand and walk
don't live in the past
cause yesterday's gone
wishing memories would last
you're afraid to carry on
you don't know what's comin'
but you know the one who holds tomorrow
I will be your guide
take you through the night
if you keep your eyes on Me
take My hand and walk where I lead
keep your eyes on me alone
don't you say why were the old days better
just because you're scared of the unknown
take My hand and walk where I lead
you will never be alone
faith is to be sure of what you hope for
and the evidence of things unseen
so take My hand and walk
just like a child
holding daddy's hand
don't let go of mine
you know you can't stand on your own"
-take my hand, the kry
Saturday, June 14, 2003
MOVEMENTALITY LP: COMING TO YA AREA
featuring: J general, Noose, Flowsik, Most Hated, Lon Star, J GiM, DYP the Goldynchild, Intrikit, Decipher, Hep da Tightest, Gifted Thought, Technishin, Prohgress, Red Eye, Killa Mack, DJ Alarm, DJ Vinylfiend, A W Rousseau, Kangel the Femcee...and more!
support by: Organic Thoughts, Snacky Chan & Jin the MC
RELEASING IN SEOUL, New York, NJ and LA
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it was almost like seeing her for the first time. she was yelling at me to make a decision, but it was cute in a way. never really noticed it before. as she waited for my answer i looked at her across the room, just thinking "hm, this is new".
calm down though, its not what you think.
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if you pay attention closely, just a mere mention of the name will cause me to react, or lack there of for that matter. if you see me being overly calm about it, even to the point of apathetic, then that's a sure sign that im acting that way. its kind of interesting to push things away when the rest of the world would have told me to run after it. i'm still not stressing over it though.
in fact, my mentality is still all about keeping options open... well sort of. its hard to explain, since i dont understand it, i doubt you will either.
----
fro.
bruce.
samo.
featuring: J general, Noose, Flowsik, Most Hated, Lon Star, J GiM, DYP the Goldynchild, Intrikit, Decipher, Hep da Tightest, Gifted Thought, Technishin, Prohgress, Red Eye, Killa Mack, DJ Alarm, DJ Vinylfiend, A W Rousseau, Kangel the Femcee...and more!
support by: Organic Thoughts, Snacky Chan & Jin the MC
RELEASING IN SEOUL, New York, NJ and LA
----
it was almost like seeing her for the first time. she was yelling at me to make a decision, but it was cute in a way. never really noticed it before. as she waited for my answer i looked at her across the room, just thinking "hm, this is new".
calm down though, its not what you think.
----
if you pay attention closely, just a mere mention of the name will cause me to react, or lack there of for that matter. if you see me being overly calm about it, even to the point of apathetic, then that's a sure sign that im acting that way. its kind of interesting to push things away when the rest of the world would have told me to run after it. i'm still not stressing over it though.
in fact, my mentality is still all about keeping options open... well sort of. its hard to explain, since i dont understand it, i doubt you will either.
----
fro.
bruce.
samo.
Thursday, June 12, 2003
Peep the new track.
Title: Microphone Chemistry
Beat: JC Beats
Lo-Fi
Hi-Fi
Verse 1:
im barely legal yet my rhymes are very lethal/
and I bring it sicker than fat men wearing speedos/
im known to spread the illness like kids sharing needles/
cuz ya know theres no equal to this asian-american hero/
im taking no survivors, in this game im sparing zero/
people call me precious as if they were smeigal/
forgive me if I got ya feeling scared and feeble
ya couldnt find hotter busts staring in peepholes/
like fed-xing hi-c, I deliver the punch/
and eat any cat for breakfast, dinner or lunch/
ill go flow for any skeptic that’s sent to stop me/
and leave em living with no doubt like gwen stafani/
Im gonna drop it hot so ya heads are bobbing/
and ill have more hands in the air then the nazi’s/
ya didn’t think i could flow with my slanted eyes/
but im proving i can still spit the candid lines/
Hook:
It’s the reason why MC’n is my specialty/
It’s the reason why this’ll be my destiny/
It’s the reason why you can never get the best of me/
Its just a matter of … microphone chemistry/
Verse 2:
like rolex billboards, it’s a sign of the times/
screw the rep and the face, I got mine on the line/
all the wack mc’s, are just tryna get by/
sure they got everything, minus the rhymes!/
yea I did the crime, I stole the show from the rest/
only roll with the best, now don’t grow upset/
but ya only a vet cuz ya boring lines put cats to sleep/
while my rapping feats packs the heat to massive beats/
its like they has to sneeze, cuz their spitt’n is forced/
and if they got something hot, its bitten of course/
I give the gift of thought like some tradition of sorts/
ya wouldn’t get my bars if they were written in morse/
I don’t play with any losers I just taunt and some them/
Im here to rep the element like a Honda spokesman/
its like im teaching braile cuz I bring a touch of class/
so many mc’s fail cuz they don’t got the guts to pass/
Hook
Verse 3:
hip hop’s like the mitsu lancer, im just an evolution/
yea im good in theory but as you see im better proven/
I never settle losin, that’s why they keep on askin/
How did I get more respect than Aretha franklin/
Its cuz I breathe with passion and I’m never staying the same/
All these boring rappers are only praising whats played/
Im changing the face of the game, like a plastic surgeon/
All my tracks lack the cursin, yet all the wack cats are hurtin/
My punches crack ya sternum, so ya taking it to heart/
So maybe if you smart you’ll see im making this an art/
Peeps hate to face this part, I cant shout it enough/
My rhymes are so hot im always showered with love/
While I make em bounce to the sound of my dubs/
Ya’ll make em bounce straight outta the club/
The bottom line is this, Im gonna serve the masses/
I’m just like Harry Potter, this kid can work some magic/
Hook
Title: Microphone Chemistry
Beat: JC Beats
Lo-Fi
Hi-Fi
Verse 1:
im barely legal yet my rhymes are very lethal/
and I bring it sicker than fat men wearing speedos/
im known to spread the illness like kids sharing needles/
cuz ya know theres no equal to this asian-american hero/
im taking no survivors, in this game im sparing zero/
people call me precious as if they were smeigal/
forgive me if I got ya feeling scared and feeble
ya couldnt find hotter busts staring in peepholes/
like fed-xing hi-c, I deliver the punch/
and eat any cat for breakfast, dinner or lunch/
ill go flow for any skeptic that’s sent to stop me/
and leave em living with no doubt like gwen stafani/
Im gonna drop it hot so ya heads are bobbing/
and ill have more hands in the air then the nazi’s/
ya didn’t think i could flow with my slanted eyes/
but im proving i can still spit the candid lines/
Hook:
It’s the reason why MC’n is my specialty/
It’s the reason why this’ll be my destiny/
It’s the reason why you can never get the best of me/
Its just a matter of … microphone chemistry/
Verse 2:
like rolex billboards, it’s a sign of the times/
screw the rep and the face, I got mine on the line/
all the wack mc’s, are just tryna get by/
sure they got everything, minus the rhymes!/
yea I did the crime, I stole the show from the rest/
only roll with the best, now don’t grow upset/
but ya only a vet cuz ya boring lines put cats to sleep/
while my rapping feats packs the heat to massive beats/
its like they has to sneeze, cuz their spitt’n is forced/
and if they got something hot, its bitten of course/
I give the gift of thought like some tradition of sorts/
ya wouldn’t get my bars if they were written in morse/
I don’t play with any losers I just taunt and some them/
Im here to rep the element like a Honda spokesman/
its like im teaching braile cuz I bring a touch of class/
so many mc’s fail cuz they don’t got the guts to pass/
Hook
Verse 3:
hip hop’s like the mitsu lancer, im just an evolution/
yea im good in theory but as you see im better proven/
I never settle losin, that’s why they keep on askin/
How did I get more respect than Aretha franklin/
Its cuz I breathe with passion and I’m never staying the same/
All these boring rappers are only praising whats played/
Im changing the face of the game, like a plastic surgeon/
All my tracks lack the cursin, yet all the wack cats are hurtin/
My punches crack ya sternum, so ya taking it to heart/
So maybe if you smart you’ll see im making this an art/
Peeps hate to face this part, I cant shout it enough/
My rhymes are so hot im always showered with love/
While I make em bounce to the sound of my dubs/
Ya’ll make em bounce straight outta the club/
The bottom line is this, Im gonna serve the masses/
I’m just like Harry Potter, this kid can work some magic/
Hook