wassup. this song is months old, but it was never ready for release. it was rerecorded and rearranged tonight so here it is fresh.
an r&b track feat yours truly.
Lo-Fi
Hi-Fi
beat by: soleternity
you and you alone
Gifted Thought:
i remember feeling confused at the beginning of youth/
cuz i was given a slew of different meanings for truth/
with all we see in the news and with all the teaching in skoo's/
its like everyone gave reasons for not believing in you/
but all these meetings with you, completely opened my eyes/
made me hope for a life with the spirit growing inside/
where ya loves holding me tight, so boldly and right/
and i got you only in sight..... you and you alone....
Albee:
I doubted I didn’t believe because I lived in fear
Of committing too much of my life to one who was not here
I said id give it all but I held back a bit
My dreams my hopes my life could never be your fit
I thought the world had the answers no need to look above
Because I didn’t know how much love could love
Chorus
I know I need you but my heart is in the way
I know I love you but my feelings are delayed
You died you hurt you suffered because of me
It feels like a dream too good to be true
So I look to other things this world is what I pursued
as I live in darkness, I find there’s just too much to hide
with your strength can I show what lies inside
the only way to change is to hit my knees
save me lord from the shallowness of reality
chorus
I took you for granted always praying never knowing
What you did for me and the great love you are showing
Trust does not take a long time but a moment and a look
At the promise you made, at the death you took
Bridge:
You are my trust, my truth, my love
You are the answer
You and you alone
Chorus
Sunday, December 14, 2003
dont ask me why, cuz i dont know
but i suddenly just want to be home.
maybe im just tired of all these tests.
maybe im just grumpy cuz i just woke up.
i dont know.
maybe ill just check out tomorrow and start my break immediately after exams.
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also i feel like scrooge, im already sick about hearing about christmas. no no not the actual story behind it, just all the commercialness of the entire thing.
i'm tired of hearing christmas music.
im tired of hearing about christmas shopping, how everyone's going nuts about it. no, i have no started, and no i dont intend to get too worked up about it either. not now, not ever.
and im sick of reading people's wish lists on their xanga and profile. i dont know who started that trend, but its kind of a... eh whatever ill stop myself before i end up offending someone. i just dont think its cool.
you know, i think im just sick and tired period. like literally sick and tired, as in ill and fatigued.
oddly enough though, i had an awesome day though.
i think i just need to spend more time with the one i've quite possibly been neglecting the most.
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note to self: watch it. ok now you know where you stand and how it affects you, but the others may not be in the same position as you. dont cause em to make the same mistakes you've made in the past. don't let them fall if they have nowhere to land.
but i suddenly just want to be home.
maybe im just tired of all these tests.
maybe im just grumpy cuz i just woke up.
i dont know.
maybe ill just check out tomorrow and start my break immediately after exams.
----
also i feel like scrooge, im already sick about hearing about christmas. no no not the actual story behind it, just all the commercialness of the entire thing.
i'm tired of hearing christmas music.
im tired of hearing about christmas shopping, how everyone's going nuts about it. no, i have no started, and no i dont intend to get too worked up about it either. not now, not ever.
and im sick of reading people's wish lists on their xanga and profile. i dont know who started that trend, but its kind of a... eh whatever ill stop myself before i end up offending someone. i just dont think its cool.
you know, i think im just sick and tired period. like literally sick and tired, as in ill and fatigued.
oddly enough though, i had an awesome day though.
i think i just need to spend more time with the one i've quite possibly been neglecting the most.
----
note to self: watch it. ok now you know where you stand and how it affects you, but the others may not be in the same position as you. dont cause em to make the same mistakes you've made in the past. don't let them fall if they have nowhere to land.
Wednesday, December 10, 2003
ugh.. quick break from studying from finals.
i dont remember it ever being this painful. same time i guess its cuz i never really tried.
plus the beginning of the week was kinda wacked out... just had some weird stuff going on.
but its over/sorted out/delt with. so its straight.
even still...finals are so wack. wack, wack, wack.
im kind of scared. some of my tests could make or break me. boo.
oh well, everyone is trying to encourage one another and spur one another one, so things arent as gloomy as they could be i suppose.
everything from prayer to care packages to encouraging text msg's have been going around the body.
here's a lil tidbit of wisdom i recieved the other day...
Phillipians 4:13
"I can do everything God asks me to with the help of Christ who gives me strength"
good stuff. thanks.
*sigh* back to it i suppose.
i dont remember it ever being this painful. same time i guess its cuz i never really tried.
plus the beginning of the week was kinda wacked out... just had some weird stuff going on.
but its over/sorted out/delt with. so its straight.
even still...finals are so wack. wack, wack, wack.
im kind of scared. some of my tests could make or break me. boo.
oh well, everyone is trying to encourage one another and spur one another one, so things arent as gloomy as they could be i suppose.
everything from prayer to care packages to encouraging text msg's have been going around the body.
here's a lil tidbit of wisdom i recieved the other day...
Phillipians 4:13
"I can do everything God asks me to with the help of Christ who gives me strength"
good stuff. thanks.
*sigh* back to it i suppose.
Monday, December 01, 2003
so yes...
it is now officially crunch time.
luckily i had a very chill/relaxing weekend to help me recharge for it all..
and to be quite honest i feel good about it all... quite positive actually.
----
on sunday evening a friend and i played some basketball. yes yes... i know... i dont play basketball...
BUT I beat someone who was once an all-star basketball player at their high school... HAH.
the game looked something like this...
heh... only... not quite.
and... yea... ill just leave the rest of the details out.. except i WON.
...
......
........ and then lost twice in HORSE.
ok....
bye bye ego.
it is now officially crunch time.
luckily i had a very chill/relaxing weekend to help me recharge for it all..
and to be quite honest i feel good about it all... quite positive actually.
----
on sunday evening a friend and i played some basketball. yes yes... i know... i dont play basketball...
BUT I beat someone who was once an all-star basketball player at their high school... HAH.
the game looked something like this...
heh... only... not quite.
and... yea... ill just leave the rest of the details out.. except i WON.
...
......
........ and then lost twice in HORSE.
ok....
bye bye ego.