dont ask me why, cuz i dont know
but i suddenly just want to be home.

maybe im just tired of all these tests.

maybe im just grumpy cuz i just woke up.

i dont know.

maybe ill just check out tomorrow and start my break immediately after exams.

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also i feel like scrooge, im already sick about hearing about christmas. no no not the actual story behind it, just all the commercialness of the entire thing.
i'm tired of hearing christmas music.
im tired of hearing about christmas shopping, how everyone's going nuts about it. no, i have no started, and no i dont intend to get too worked up about it either. not now, not ever.
and im sick of reading people's wish lists on their xanga and profile. i dont know who started that trend, but its kind of a... eh whatever ill stop myself before i end up offending someone. i just dont think its cool.

you know, i think im just sick and tired period. like literally sick and tired, as in ill and fatigued.

oddly enough though, i had an awesome day though.
i think i just need to spend more time with the one i've quite possibly been neglecting the most.

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note to self: watch it. ok now you know where you stand and how it affects you, but the others may not be in the same position as you. dont cause em to make the same mistakes you've made in the past. don't let them fall if they have nowhere to land.