subject: *es*
notes: wasnt quite what i made it all out to be... or maybe what i hoped for. s'ok, its an opportunity to be around something new. and it also means its not a replacement, which is good because i shouldnt be searching for one. i guess the worst that can happen is that it all falls into the catogory of... typical.

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dope song. lyrics are good. great musician.

-caught up in your love, ari hest

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before.


after.

"im giving you my heart, and all that is within"
"i surrender"

i almost forgot what it feels like. its kind of refreshing... in a ... familiar sort of way. if that made any sense at all.
im beginning to think, that there is a certain quality. an x-factor. this shall be an interesting development. i need to remain on my toes though... because this can be potentially dangerous. not to self: *es*
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new track...

What's Pain feat. DongJin03 and Eunnie

Hi-Fi
Lo-Fi

feedback? thoughts? comments?
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OC.

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spring retreat.

"one by one we climb up the mountain..."
-eddie kim

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Baby set me free from this misery
I can't take it no more
Since you went away nothing's been the same
Don't know what I'm living for
Here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do

Until you're back here baby
Miss you want you need you so
Until you're back here baby yeah
There's a feeling inside I want you to know
You are the one and I can't let you go

So I told you lies even made you cry
Baby I was so wrong
Girl I promise you now my love is true
This is where my heart belongs
Cos here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do

And I wonder, are you thinking of me
Cos I'm thinking of you
And I wonder
Are you ever coming back in my life?
Cos here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do
-Back Here, BBMak

ive been eff'ing up past couple days. just poor willpower and general apathy.
not a good sign. there's something beneath all of this.

i seriously sometimes want to scream phucket.

-misc notes-
.are. seemed especially pretty today
.see. still feels cold
.bee. out of sight but not out of mind
.el. slowly coming up

.jay. got some good news, gotta be there

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........
poo.

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chut sarang.