Thursday, April 25, 2002

Yo, all I need is one mic, one beat, one stage
One nigga front, my face on the front page
Only if I had one gun, one girl and one crib
One God to show me how to do things his son did

- excerpt from One Mic by Nas

that's prob the only song i really like off his stillmatic album...
there should be more MC's who are socially concious... as opposed to all this commercialized Fabulous/Ludicrous/Jay-Z/Nelly crap....
heh, in case u cant tell im starting to get back into hip hop again... in fact in college i think im gonna start a hip hop ministry or something... i hope there are other christian lyricsts at UMBC...

ne how...
*phew* last couple weeks have been crazy... lots of good and bad things happening....

"good or bad news today, who's to say?/
for every decision we choose to make/
we all got our consequences and dues to pay/
too much to lose at stake?/
better hold on and get used to fate/

its today's sorrow, but tomorrow's blessing/
so lets try to get through our own testings/

if evil wants me to fall, ill let her wait/
i wont lose hope...
tomorrow, perhaps will be a better day/"

- that just came off the top of my head as i was writing today's post... basically sums up how things are going, i realize things arent too hot in a lot of areas in my life as well as others, but ill take things as they come, what may be bad may be blessings in disguise.... what has me lost in confusion, i will remember god's got it all worked out...

"people come and go/
memories fade, even if u wont let go/
but their influence is unequaled/
for they always remain, one in soul/"

im just spittn out things randomly here..... sometimes it hurts to say goodbye... but always remember, in some way, shape, or form, they changed your life.... and that is worth everything.....

i sent in my UMBC stuff... here i come...
graduation soon.... just those darn AP's first.... but afterwards i am done....

i dunno.... i apologize for the lack of entries lately, as i said, its been crazy.... and quite frankly i dont really feel like doing that whole memoirs thing...... so as of right now its discontinued... whenever i have some significant memory to share, ill share, if not, i wont try to remember things that dont really apply to nething...

song of the moment:
lena park - PS I love you

speaking of which....
if u are reading this, and u can sing like lena park, or have that type of sweet voice, and happen to be considering going to UMBC please do come and keep me company freshman yr.... cuz i can gaurentee ill fall in love with your voice^^ ill be your biggest fan.....

ok that was random....
bye