yea ive been worse but ive also been much better than this/
heh, whatever this is, its not really letting me live/
its got my head in a twist, a burden way too heavy to lift/
and now i steadily drift and im just about ready to give...
UP! yea thats where id certainly prefer my spirits to be/
but i feel like im nearing defeat and so im here on my knees...
i dunno what to do, could You show Your face and voice?/
otherwise i think im screwed, cuz i could never make this choice/
so i gotta face the noise, cuz in life, there isn't always music/
i wanna start from where You are, and also follow through it/
to be continued....
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once again, this one's for you....
Four Seasons Later (now times 2)
Hi-Fi
sometimes i wish i knew a way to communicate with you/
but i can only imagine, what you would say or do/
its hard to face the truth but im doing it now/
im looking at the sky speaking to you in the clouds/
and truly no doubt, i know you would be proud/
cuz ya familys being strong and still moving about/
but regardless of this, a big part of you lives/
in ya lil girl's soul, in the heart of ya miss/
i want you to know you're missed
i want you to know you're loved
we wont forget you.
it happened so quick, being attacked on ya shift/
if only we knew it'd be the last day you live/
people kept talkn and saying, how tragic it is/
to have another life taken by a gat and a clip/
but they didnt know about all the people you've touched/
or how your love could have equaled so much/
but if you could say one thing i know what it'd be/
to your son, daughter and husband in grief/
its that love doesnt need, to be said or be heard/
and that love doesnt need to be confessed with the words/
it can be felt by the heart and the soul/
which are the parts that you hold as part of your own/
and the older they grow, their hearts hardly alone/
cuz you're still here as their gaurdian of hope/
and as far as we know, this is far from the end/
cuz you can all be together in heaven again/
i want you to know you're missed
i want you to know you're loved
we wont forget you.
i will go on...
with you always in my heart
although you're gone...
you're still always in my heart
i will go on...
with you always in my heart
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how time flies...
I hope you're doing well ms cho.