i took all the blame.
s'ok. its simpler this way.

and i suppose its best to keep mistakes simple.

"How many times have I turned away?
The number is the same as the sands on the shore.
Every time You've taken me back,
and now I pray You do it once more.

Please take from me my life
when I don't have the strength
to give it away to You.
Please take from me my life
when I don't have the strength
to give it away to You, Jesus."
-take my life, third day

and as ms. yu so eloquently quoted...
"i'm sorry Lord for the thing i've made it
cuz it's all about You, it's all about You Jesus"
-heart of worship, matt redman