i think all i really needed was a little bit of perspective...
and maybe a moment where i just shut up and stopped whining and listened...
this may be a long hard rough semester that i have to go through... but Lord willing, i will.
this time i made up my mind
this time im back on my grind
i know theres things in my life that imma let go starting tonite
I cant live my, I cant live my life this way.
-this way, dilated peoples ft kanye west
little by little bit everyday... right?
gotta suck it up, build it up, its time to be a man.
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any how, it looks as if my blog commenting system is down for now... a shame really.. hopefully it'll reopen.
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you know...
there's always something to learn in this life... there's always room to grow... always something to improve upon... always situations to respond to, problems to remedy...
i suppose a big issue of the moment is friendship.
true friends. they are hard to come by. where its not about convenience, its not about 'you scratch my back, ill scratch yours', its not completely about common interests, but ultimately it all ties back to Him.
the past couple months/weeks/day... i've been learning and experiencing so much in this area. and for all the 'trouble' that has come up, deep inside, i believe it to be worth it.
not just that though, its something so awesome, its to be cherished, sought after, protected, and never reckless. its not something to get so caught up in that it becomes idolized, rather something to nurture along the way. friendship alone, without a journey is merely a passing thought. a journey with a friend is one of life's simplest but most amazing blessings, and that perseveres. maybe i can't be/do all those things all the time, but its something ill always strive for... and i can pinky promise to that.
yea you could say ive been a bit of a foo, even more so cuz i did it to you/
maybe you'll look at me a little different too, but know that im sorry, this much is true/
see, it isnt cool, if i put you in scenes that maybe made ya compromise/
so with an honest mind, i promise i, will turn everything back, and go from wrong to right/
-freewrite, me
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within the next month, be on the lookout for some new song releases from yours truly.