Sunday, October 06, 2002

hehe, lately ive been listening to a wide array of music...

old school techno: La Bouche - sweet dreams; Real McCoy - Another Night
old school NSYNC: drive myself crazy; its gonna be me; god must have spent
old school K-Pop: H.O.T. - we are the future
new hip hop: Xzibit ft. Eminem - My Name
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when my hair gets like this, you know i need a haircut again.
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haha funny eh? oh well...
wow... there was a conference at my church this weekend where congregations and pastors from all over... NY, NC, CA, PA and im sure other places all came to just share a time of worship and fellowship, and it was a pretty awesome, mindblowing experience. its taught me some things about myself, and kind of served as a smack in the face and i finally saw some of the things ive been doing wrong all these times...

its hard to change... that's for sure... but i realize I MYSELF can never change, ill always have the same habits if i try to act on my own power... but when we trust God to take care of it... when we rely on HIS strength... wow! its finally possible! im excited.... college really is a new chapter in my life^^. to be rescued from my old ways cant happen from within myself... someone from the outside has to bring me out... that someone = god. POWERFUL HUH!?

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I'm gonna be a history maker in this land
I'm gonna be a speaker of truth to all mankind
I'm gonna stand, I'm gonna run
Into your arms, into your arms again
Into your arms, into your arms again


Well it's true today that when people stand
With the fire of God, and the truth in hand
We'll see miracles, we'll see angels sing
We'll see broken hearts making history
Yes it's true and I believe it
We're living for you


-history maker, by delirious
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