Thursday, September 02, 2004

winetyme.

i miss camp heaven. i don't want someone to leave. im beginning to be indifferent on purpose, questioning its lasting effect. games have taken over me, both literally and mental. loner state has taken full effect. too apathetic right now. jaded fo sho. i taste bitterness like salt, and i begin to think that sometimes there's too much salt. where's the counter balance of the light? just too comfortable being uncomfortable. question: does a prayer that lacks passion insult God? another: forcing myself to go through the motions... is that better or worse? fake. newty has acquired big booty. water is therapeutic. always wanted good but never thought i wouldnt be good enough. huh. baby shark doo doo. oh eff em. lite howz. lit L lites. tee gee. kay em sea o' lub.
gee em pee sea. min, es, tree. bliggity bliggity blah blah whatever.

this. come. fort.