this is a very much recommended download...

its like a christian sarah mclachlan... awesome stuff.
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Ginny Owens - If You Want Me To

The pathway is broken
The signs are unclear
I can't find the reason why You led me here
But just because You love me the way that You do
I will go through the valley
If You want me to

Now I'm not who I was
When I took my first step
And I'm clinging to the promise
You're not through with me yet
And if all of these trials can make me like You
I will go through the fire
If You want me to

It may not be the way I would have chosen
'Cause it leads me through a world that's not my home
But You never said it would be easy
Only that I'll never go alone

When the whole world turns against me
And I'm all by myself
And I can't hear You answer my cries for help
I'll remember the suffering Your love put You through
And I will go through the valley
If You want me to

amen?

so, have you given into ya emotions or not?/
or are you hoping you got some kind of notion from god?/
well i guess you know where you going since you've chosen the spot/
its like you slowly forgot, dont tell me once again you stroll with the flocks!?/
thought you were stronger, but this may very well show that your not/
i guess ill believe you the day i see you holding a rock/

ive found im the weaker of friends, now im beginning the end/
im tired of drifting, so i guess im just leaving instead/
dont get it? you dont have to... hehe.

hehe, lately ive been listening to a wide array of music...

old school techno: La Bouche - sweet dreams; Real McCoy - Another Night
old school NSYNC: drive myself crazy; its gonna be me; god must have spent
old school K-Pop: H.O.T. - we are the future
new hip hop: Xzibit ft. Eminem - My Name
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when my hair gets like this, you know i need a haircut again.
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haha funny eh? oh well...
wow... there was a conference at my church this weekend where congregations and pastors from all over... NY, NC, CA, PA and im sure other places all came to just share a time of worship and fellowship, and it was a pretty awesome, mindblowing experience. its taught me some things about myself, and kind of served as a smack in the face and i finally saw some of the things ive been doing wrong all these times...

its hard to change... that's for sure... but i realize I MYSELF can never change, ill always have the same habits if i try to act on my own power... but when we trust God to take care of it... when we rely on HIS strength... wow! its finally possible! im excited.... college really is a new chapter in my life^^. to be rescued from my old ways cant happen from within myself... someone from the outside has to bring me out... that someone = god. POWERFUL HUH!?

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I'm gonna be a history maker in this land
I'm gonna be a speaker of truth to all mankind
I'm gonna stand, I'm gonna run
Into your arms, into your arms again
Into your arms, into your arms again

Well it's true today that when people stand
With the fire of God, and the truth in hand
We'll see miracles, we'll see angels sing
We'll see broken hearts making history
Yes it's true and I believe it
We're living for you

-history maker, by delirious
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i am tired. heh.

be careful with the simple, yet addicting games... they'll kill your time like crazy.

i just spent an hour and a half playing ONE game of tetris, to get a score of 600,000 or around there to become the 6th best player in koreanpride.com hehe.

god what a loser i am ^^.

i need to go to bed BY TWELVE so i can wake up for morning prayer and wake up for class.... ive been having a bad oversleeping problem lately.

oh yes btw, i stole jiheon's shout out joint and put in my own so you can reply back! click on the link that says ' |jot down your thoughts| '

alright well, im gonna just chill for now but take care everyone! god bless !