dang it! shot down again!...... bah this cycle is getting old....

its ok...
"i get knocked down, but i get up again, you aint never gonna keep me down"

trying to catch myself before i fall too hard/
lookn for a new start, cuz they are all too far/
when's the next time ill feel the call of a new heart/

sorry, ive just been quite, frustrated..... i am every girl's safety guy, to them im incapable of falling for them. fair enough, we develop strong friendships when we dont have to deal with all that "i wonder if he likes me" crap but same time if i do fall for them its ultimately a wasted set of emotions... i suppose there is always hope in college... maybe... baltimore, u better have something ready for me haha... everytime i say im gonna give up girls, i cant... cuz everytime something, or should i say someONE happens....

-memoirs-
WooJung
this guy came the summer right before 9th grade, and he was one of those "cant live with him, cant live without him" type of people. I miss him a lot now cuz he was a really funny and crazy guy, but i mean he was quite obnoxious at times in person. He did so many funny things usually by accident or by not trying to be funny. That summer he came to live with Jeremy, cuz Jeremy's mom was doing a favor for a friend by taking him in to study here in the US. The first time i met him it was that summer retreat right before 9th grade... we were bunk mates that yr.... i forgot the location... im guessing it was st mary's... it was so funny because one night a bunch of us stayed up late and some1 brought a tape player into the room.... and some of the older kids were like... lets dance!... so people were fooling around and what not.. but then no1 wanted to go into the middle of the room and dance.... so some1 was like.. hey... woojung why dont you go up? and im guessing since he was new and wanted to fit in and what not... he obliged... so next thing we knew....... he started dancing like crazy... haha it was so funny. He imitated HOT's dance moves from we are the future and everything. Although he wasnt GREAT at it, it was HIGHLY unexpected and entertaining to say the least. Other funny memories of him include: The time he tried to pick up a girl by asking for her email. He was trying to be all slick about it and everything but it was so obvious he was interested in her. Another time we were at this church picnic and there was this dock thing by the lake. Actually there were two. seperated by maybe 10 feet of water. Anyhow boys being boys, we were daring one another to jump from one dock to another, and of course jiheon with his unhuman catlike athletic ablility was like... "ok" and cleared it no sweat. This set the bar for anyone else to try to jump it. And once again Woojung rose to the occasion. So there woojung went... running down the dock, huffing, puffing, running as hard as he possibly could, building up momentum, and there he went, launched into the air. We were all amazed, it looked as tho he were going to actually clear it. And clear it he did. Only, he had a slight problem in stopping... and kept running after he landed on the other side.... in fact he ran all the way up to the other side, and stopped right at the edge. From there he tried to stop and keep his balance, waving his arms frantically, on his tip toes trying not to fall in. But.... to no avail, he did a front flip and landed in the water. And my oh my what a funny occasion that was. Of course he got his props for clearing the water, but he also lost a lil bit of his pride for failing to stop. Another time he tried to mimic Jiheon by hopping over a fence post. Once again, jiheon has unheard of catlike ablility and he soared over it. When woojung gave it a try, he landed on the fence and broke it. Haha, you have to love him for his effort though. Whenever me and woojung had conversations, it was usually about music, infact he lost a couple of my cd's after he borrowed them. Hehe Oh well no big deal. The problem with WJ in the end, was that he tried to make up stories and what not to get attention. Also, he didnt know how to act properly sometimes. But its all good, he was a fun guy to have around, and he left after a couple years, to go to boarding school. He really added some... excitement to church life haha as well as some aggravation but nethertheless i wish the best for him. We have not spoke to one another in some time, but i pray that god blesses him.