i dont think ive ever been this unhappy/unsatisfied with the way things are...
is this a sign of growth or a sign of immaturity?

i dont think ive ever been this confused. im unsure of what i want... im unsure of what i need.

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
-my immortal, evanescence

*sigh*...
i hope this doesnt last long...
one step at a time. one day at a time.