sometimes i get so dissapointed in myself.
its so hard to remain pure sometimes. why is it the world is almost built to be anti-pure?
i know no one said it was gonna be easy, but damn i didnt know it would be this hard at times.

i gotta do what i gotta do to be a man of God. A man whom one day, my future wife will know that she can count on me to be someone whose heart is pure. brothers, sexual sin is a little pussy. it hits you when you are weakest, and tempts you when you are most vulnerable. fight it. even if you lose a few battles, win the war.

hah, what a world we live in. and i dont even face the worst of it. its still somewhat avoidable, just easily accessable. on the other hand, places like amsterdam in europe... unless your blind and deaf, you cant escape.

So keep my heart pure and my ways true
As I follow you
Keep me humble, I’ll stay mindful
Of your mercies, Lord
- Day After Day, Tim Hughes

let this be the brothers anthem. day after day we will seek to be His men. the only way we can succeed is through Grace and accountability.
Do You Have What It Takes?

sometimes i doubt myself, but i always realize that my failures are not a result of my lack of ability, simply a lack of effort.

Jerry.
Nate.
Micah.
Steve Kim.
Peter Chow.
Pete.
Albert.
Thomas.
Kory Campbell.
Rob Chase.
Jeff.
Ramiro.
Me.

we're in this together. we're taking over UMBC.