im beginning to think that some people seek to create excessive drama in their lives...
actually im pretty sure ive done it a lot too... hehe oh well, i wonder why we do it...

actually I know why I did, it was something to occupy my time and emotions, something for me to invest myself in because there wasnt much in this world that seemed worthy of all of me.... and ive realized... there is NOTHING of this world that is world that will satisfy... its all jsut a temporary phase.

it's time to move on to bigger and better things ^^.

"you give and take away, you give and take away
but my heart will choose to say...
Lord blessed be your name"
-Blessed Be Your Name, Matt Redman