i pretty much spent the entire day today working on how to do audios....
gosh its so hard! haha, well for an entire's days work i was able to do one full piece.
here it is, i wrote up most of it today, part of the first verse was made from earlier tho.
haha it sucks so bad, but this is only my third full audio song in my entire life, and im working with
completely new equipment and software, so i was kind of struggling. Sometimes its hard to
understand me, but im working on my delivary. Im also tryna figure out how to use the audio
tweakings and what not, bah well either way ill stop making excuses for why it sucks..

oh btw, probably the only decent thing about this song is the beat. props to SOLETERNITY. he's friggn amazing. I didnt even ask for his permission to use this haha but its just a hobby so i dont think he'll mind. check him out at mp3.com and look him up.

and here it is.

here are the lyrics in case you cant understand.

Chorus:
when you were down you shared with me
when i needed you, you were there for me
im just thankful that you cared for me
but i guess this is the part where i leave

Verse 1:
its sad to say what we have today wont last or stay/
but i guess thats the way, it is, time will pass away/
we've all had some bad mistakes but that's okay/
but i guess i just have some thigns that i have to say/
we each of gotta walk our own seperate paths/
and both the good and bad times are just left in the past/
but i tell ya its definate that, never will i be forgetten the laughs/
im thankful for the time that we had, but i guess im just regrettn its passed/
and i hate saying good bye's/
and how friendships can seem like only one day in a life/
and i wanna promise you'll forever be my heart, n stay in my mind/
hopefully we'll meet again, maybe one day ours fates'll entwine/
cuz these are and forever will be, the days of our lives/
and how you tackle things depends on the state of ya minds/
i pray that you will each eventually will come to a way that you'll find/
will have an abundance of the lord's blessings, just dont stray from his side/

Chorus:

Verse 2:
I hate to admit it, but im already beginning to lose touch with you/
i guess its hard, sometimes i just have too much stuff to do/
so i get discouraged, thinking man screw it, what's the use/
i dunno why its getting me down tho, im sure i must've knew/
no longer can i joke around and hear us laugh it up/
doesn it suck when we know time's passed us up?/
i cant even give ya rides so you dont have to catch the bus/
i always said how are you, but it doesnt seem like i asked enough/
i cant listen to you rant when youre mad at some one/
or try to help you vent when you just had to much/
im sure you'll find another who'll help you have some fun/
but i guess it just saddens me that im not that someone/
i want to give you advice, even though you may not use it/
or maybe just drive around and listen to music/
well im not gonna sit here and start making excuses/
but i apologize for any time i may have hurt you when i was stupid/

Chorus:

Verse 3:
So i guess its the end, but the journy was worth it/
each of you will come to this day, but dont be nervous/
make the most of the time you got, cuz what ive learned is/
you cant start a single day without a purpose/
lean on god, follow his ways, dont hesitate to be his servants/
and ya life will have gone to amazing from worthless/
you've all been great, god bless you, you all deserve it/
dont be afraid of the day when our memories fade/
there may be a time when you cant remember my name/
but in the end its the same, in what ever the case/
the time ive had with you all was never a waste/

chances are if you are reading this, then this was in part meant for you.
enjoy.