quick update...

God works in crazy ways.

TG Internship + Little Lights Urban Ministry = greatest experience of my life.

Overall, a tiring but amazing summer. more on that later.

Look here for now.

http://homepage.mac.com/rckstwrz/PhotoAlbum48.html

things are a bit rough...
but im not scared

i dont think i've ever been so uncomfortable in my life.
it's not the kind of uncomfortable that comes from akward social situations and what not...
it's just my soul isnt settled. It's getting a lot better than before, but still, there are issues I know i have to deal with head on... and things i just have to become adjusted with. but it's hard. it's going to be hard. somethings may even hurt a bit. but I will press on. I have confidence that there will be peace... either I have to change, or something else has to change... maybe both.

I do know this though... im running out of time.

Isaiah 30:21
Whether you turn to the right or to the left, your ears will hear a voice behind you, saying, "This is the way; walk in it."

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yea its been posted once, but ill post it again..

this time, ive made up my mind
this time, im back on my grind
i know theres things in my life that imma let go starting tonight
i cant live my
i cant live my
i cant live my life this way.
-this way, dilated peoples ft kanye west

im so close to doing it right....

but even closer to giving up.

...
i've felt better.