happy easter everyone
today i didnt do much...
i drove around for a while... a long while...
i feel like im looking for an answer, but i dunno what the question really is...
i just know i havnt figured it out...
ill take more time during break to figure it out i suppose...
i talked to chimee for the first time on the fone.... cutest voice ever... she should get one of those headsets for her fone cuz its dangerous talking to her while she's driving heh...
that's it... i think the next post is gonna be long... so head's up.. bye
Sunday, March 31, 2002
Saturday, March 30, 2002
baltimore is a pretty nice city....
the aquarium was a neat experience...
driving in the city is not fun.......
i wish i could cut out my balls and leave em in a jar
some things just wont end...
and its not getting easier to end...
the future is up in the air...
but i am not worried.. just curious
i want to get away..... and be alone and pray
the aquarium was a neat experience...
driving in the city is not fun.......
i wish i could cut out my balls and leave em in a jar
some things just wont end...
and its not getting easier to end...
the future is up in the air...
but i am not worried.. just curious
i want to get away..... and be alone and pray
Those who like me:
University of Colorado at Boulder
Penn State (university park)
UMBC
Those who Don't:
V-Tech
Unversity Of California (Irvine, Davis AND Berkeley)
and as of Yesterday... UNC as well
so now I'm 3 for 8...
im still waiting on UVA (psh yea right...)
and..
UMCP (maybe)
yesteryda i went to the avalon concert..... if i had to rate the concert itself.. id give it a 7 outta 10... i knew 3 songs...haha one by each group... No Less by Joy Williams, Remember Me by Mark Schultz and Testify by Avalon... I actually came just to hear that Testify.... and I almost got really mad cuz i waited the entire concert for Testify and they were like ok! thanks for coming! bye! at the end..... but then a few seconds later they came out again for an encore... and they sang it..... faked me out..... but ok... if anything that was a very nice end to the evening... my entire church practically came for that one song....haha it's brisca's favorite song ever.. so it was cool... the evening was pretty fun tho... i got to see diana, hanna and lily again... havnt seen em since january.... and... just chilling was fun... i was really agitated on the car ride home tho cuz... i dunno it was just really hectic.... hmmmm i think i was uneccessarily mean to martha.... sorry... i guess i was just grumpy and tired...
lots of girls felt like hitting me yesterday too.... hm.... haha... i guess im just an ez target... same time i kinda abused them...
also jiheon is now my favorite dancer... him and martha... they are insane...
what have we done to jiheon? his sister blames me for it all.... she claims i got him started... i am not going to take credit.. he's too much of a work of art....
im tired... ill finish up later
University of Colorado at Boulder
Penn State (university park)
UMBC
Those who Don't:
V-Tech
Unversity Of California (Irvine, Davis AND Berkeley)
and as of Yesterday... UNC as well
so now I'm 3 for 8...
im still waiting on UVA (psh yea right...)
and..
UMCP (maybe)
yesteryda i went to the avalon concert..... if i had to rate the concert itself.. id give it a 7 outta 10... i knew 3 songs...haha one by each group... No Less by Joy Williams, Remember Me by Mark Schultz and Testify by Avalon... I actually came just to hear that Testify.... and I almost got really mad cuz i waited the entire concert for Testify and they were like ok! thanks for coming! bye! at the end..... but then a few seconds later they came out again for an encore... and they sang it..... faked me out..... but ok... if anything that was a very nice end to the evening... my entire church practically came for that one song....haha it's brisca's favorite song ever.. so it was cool... the evening was pretty fun tho... i got to see diana, hanna and lily again... havnt seen em since january.... and... just chilling was fun... i was really agitated on the car ride home tho cuz... i dunno it was just really hectic.... hmmmm i think i was uneccessarily mean to martha.... sorry... i guess i was just grumpy and tired...
lots of girls felt like hitting me yesterday too.... hm.... haha... i guess im just an ez target... same time i kinda abused them...
also jiheon is now my favorite dancer... him and martha... they are insane...
what have we done to jiheon? his sister blames me for it all.... she claims i got him started... i am not going to take credit.. he's too much of a work of art....
im tired... ill finish up later
Thursday, March 28, 2002
i got ahead of myself, almost jumped the gun/
thought i took two steps forward, but im stumped at one/
about to make a move, almost let the hunt begun/
it was my mistake for letting my head run in front/
who am i kidding? i do this everytime... thinking hm...... maybe..... haha... i have to learn to calm my self down instead of foolishly jumping to conclusions.... or at least stop thiking of possible conclusions......
cuz..
i keep making the same mistake/
i start to believe n wish for that name n face/
ignoring reality, i keep tryna retain the faith/
cuz in this game i play there's no changing fate/
hopefully ill learn to keep my eyes open next time.... or who knows perhaps im jumping to conclusions again.... all good haha... a part of growing up i suppose
ive found that lessons learned are best when earned/
cuz if u avoid the stress n burn u recieve less in turn/
thought i took two steps forward, but im stumped at one/
about to make a move, almost let the hunt begun/
it was my mistake for letting my head run in front/
who am i kidding? i do this everytime... thinking hm...... maybe..... haha... i have to learn to calm my self down instead of foolishly jumping to conclusions.... or at least stop thiking of possible conclusions......
cuz..
i keep making the same mistake/
i start to believe n wish for that name n face/
ignoring reality, i keep tryna retain the faith/
cuz in this game i play there's no changing fate/
hopefully ill learn to keep my eyes open next time.... or who knows perhaps im jumping to conclusions again.... all good haha... a part of growing up i suppose
ive found that lessons learned are best when earned/
cuz if u avoid the stress n burn u recieve less in turn/
wow... its thursday... hehe
anyhow... spring break officially started today... i didnt do much... but in the afternoon i went to see the movie "showtime" with my "kid" KT, and my friend jason... we watched it because there was nothign else to see cuz KT was too darn young to see an r-rated movie and me and jason werent old enough to accomapany her.... stupid movie rules.... the movie... wasnt all that great but i guess it wasnt horrible.... then i went to the mall with KT... looked around the entire mall for a single darn face plate for her phone.... ran into martha while she was at work... had an interesting convo, about her past, and some other stuff too haha... k that's raelly my day... OH yea... i saw princess diaries... haha... not bad
oh yea i checked online today and found out the last of my CALI schooling dreams have dissapeared...... berkely was the last cali school to reject me that i applied to.... all good ,i wasnt expecting much from them....
plans for spring break:
avalon concert (tomorrow)
aquarium
Zoo
possibly beach
mt zion coffeehouse
k that's the update for now... tata
anyhow... spring break officially started today... i didnt do much... but in the afternoon i went to see the movie "showtime" with my "kid" KT, and my friend jason... we watched it because there was nothign else to see cuz KT was too darn young to see an r-rated movie and me and jason werent old enough to accomapany her.... stupid movie rules.... the movie... wasnt all that great but i guess it wasnt horrible.... then i went to the mall with KT... looked around the entire mall for a single darn face plate for her phone.... ran into martha while she was at work... had an interesting convo, about her past, and some other stuff too haha... k that's raelly my day... OH yea... i saw princess diaries... haha... not bad
oh yea i checked online today and found out the last of my CALI schooling dreams have dissapeared...... berkely was the last cali school to reject me that i applied to.... all good ,i wasnt expecting much from them....
plans for spring break:
avalon concert (tomorrow)
aquarium
Zoo
possibly beach
mt zion coffeehouse
k that's the update for now... tata